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[jjae_3]

So, let's start with a small intro, I'm 18 and a trans man.

I never thought I'd admit it, but I've been having these feelings since i was young and past few months I've just felt incredibly guilty about said feelings. I never acted on it, but my dogs taken an interest into licking me and sniffing/nudging my crotch and it turns me on so badly. I don't know what to do with these feelings, i have a girlfriend who i love and adore but i feel so guilty about this even more now that i have a girlfriend, i wanna tell someone but everyone i know would hate me. I let my dog close until i start feeling an overwhelming amount of guilt and anxiety so i stop him.

 

[Cooper22z]

I am not sure if this will help at all, but i made a post and gave an opinion on how i kind of "cope" with these thoughts. You can read it here. But i will add a bit more as well.
https://www.zoovilleforum.net/threads/religious-views-opinions.99874/

I have had these attractions, thoughts, etc since i was younger than you. I was also into older men at a very young age like 16 (never acted upon it! but had the attraction)
I spent my whole life trying to bury the feelings towards animals and it was painful. The last few years ive finally come to terms with accepting it. You are who you are, there is no changing it. What matters is if you are someone who is kind or someone who takes advantage and wants to do harm.
I havent done anything sexually with an animal due to crippling health anxiety but i will say this
read ALL of the threads here

https://www.zoovilleforum.net/threads/the-health-of-your-critters-and-you.459/

https://www.zoovilleforum.net/forums/how-tos-and-educational.10/

Make sure your dog is healthy, has good oral hygiene (brush your dogs teeth), understand consent, etc.
Once you have that out of the way you can start with body licking. Face, mouth, legs, thighs. Start slow and keep it at that pace (this is purely my opinion and i havent gotten past this stage yet LOL). Then work your way to what you are looking to do. Just do it properly.
The anxiety is something that you need to work through, face it head on, acknowledge it and try to heal it. You also need to come to acceptance if this is part of who you are

remember, sexuality is a spectrum. You may fall on a different scale compared to others..

Some people never tell their partners, others do and hope for the best. That decision is up to you. Just make sure you are staying healthy and never jeopardize anyone's health.