I think you may be dealing with issues in other areas of your life and it’s affecting you with this aspect of yourself.
I have actually had this happen to me as well. But it was with all beings.
I had a pretty bad depressive episode after dealing with a huge loss, then financial issues with my business stacked ontop, and then other issues that piled on.
I lost interest in everything. Nothing felt good. Life was dull and I wasn’t suicidal but I had no motivation to do anything
I couldn’t even play video games and I adore them.
I think the most important thing for you to do is working on healing. You may be suppressing emotions and not even realizing.
Your subconscious mind may be thinking very negatively and you aren’t even realizing how it’s affecting you.
Work on “rewiring” your brain.
Build a healthy routine
Do affirmations
Do shadow work guided meditations
Breath work
Change of diet
Cutting out toxic people in your life
Making time for hobbies you love
Take a bath and give yourself a spa day
Try doing a float session
The most important thing is diet, healthy routine, and facing the emotions you have buried.
