InuSky
Tourist
Sorry for not being on much, life has a way of keeping me busy, but also wanted to update peeps, for those who care, anyways. It's been about an year and a few since I got into the lifestyle with Bud. I come over every now and then, and look after him once or twice a week for my dad. We've gotten close enough that I am occasionally allowed to bring him with me too. Wanted to update everyone on how things have been going basically.
Intimacy in general has been great so far. To the point where at this point, I can say I am proudly exclusively Zoo. Things didnt work out with my ex, but that was expected even before the Zoo thing, so glad I didnt tell him. Bud on the other hand, has been a delight. He's undoubtedly the most passionate partner I've been with. The only real issue was to get his more instinctual actions under control in the beginning. There were a few close calls, of him tugging at my clothes, or trying to mount me when dad is around. But I think for now, we have a good balance. It's always great to see him excited to be with me. The whole experience with Knotting has been easier too.
The Big part was involving a friend of mine, T. She and I usually share a lot about out kinks and stuff, so I chose to ease her into the topic. It started off as a "This could be interesting" to a "Would you try it?" and then eventually, telling her everything. She was taken aback, but decided she wouldnt mind giving it a try.
Getting T into it was also a highlight I suppose. Her first time was with Bud aswell. But I was there to guide her for the process. Getting to see him in action was fun. I had to guide him as usual, but its definitely easier than trying to guide him while he's ontop of me. She took it relatively well, better than me to some extent. I also managed to help her get knotted the first time, and I guess me being there kept her a lot calmer too. Since then, every now and then, we end up joining in. Though our partner is just Bud so far. But those are occasional events, for the most part, it's still just me and Bud
As of now, in this year, I have been relatively happy, happier than before with Bud. The sexual aspect is definitely a huge upgrade. But emotionally, I have been a lot more open too. I find my time with him fulfilling. When I am alone with him, be it at Dad's place or mine, I find myself wanting to stay naked, and even putting on his collar for myself. We kiss, and cuddle, and I've even found myself grooming him myself. All of this just feel right to me I suppose. It feels like I have finally found my place. I might not be too active here, but I do wanna come in occasionally and share stuff going on. As for my relationship with bud, it's definitely a lot more than just Physical attraction at this point, and I think I intend to be his. That was my short, all be it very jumble update, Writing isnt my strong side so forgive the weird jumping around from place to place lol.
Intimacy in general has been great so far. To the point where at this point, I can say I am proudly exclusively Zoo. Things didnt work out with my ex, but that was expected even before the Zoo thing, so glad I didnt tell him. Bud on the other hand, has been a delight. He's undoubtedly the most passionate partner I've been with. The only real issue was to get his more instinctual actions under control in the beginning. There were a few close calls, of him tugging at my clothes, or trying to mount me when dad is around. But I think for now, we have a good balance. It's always great to see him excited to be with me. The whole experience with Knotting has been easier too.
The Big part was involving a friend of mine, T. She and I usually share a lot about out kinks and stuff, so I chose to ease her into the topic. It started off as a "This could be interesting" to a "Would you try it?" and then eventually, telling her everything. She was taken aback, but decided she wouldnt mind giving it a try.
Getting T into it was also a highlight I suppose. Her first time was with Bud aswell. But I was there to guide her for the process. Getting to see him in action was fun. I had to guide him as usual, but its definitely easier than trying to guide him while he's ontop of me. She took it relatively well, better than me to some extent. I also managed to help her get knotted the first time, and I guess me being there kept her a lot calmer too. Since then, every now and then, we end up joining in. Though our partner is just Bud so far. But those are occasional events, for the most part, it's still just me and Bud
As of now, in this year, I have been relatively happy, happier than before with Bud. The sexual aspect is definitely a huge upgrade. But emotionally, I have been a lot more open too. I find my time with him fulfilling. When I am alone with him, be it at Dad's place or mine, I find myself wanting to stay naked, and even putting on his collar for myself. We kiss, and cuddle, and I've even found myself grooming him myself. All of this just feel right to me I suppose. It feels like I have finally found my place. I might not be too active here, but I do wanna come in occasionally and share stuff going on. As for my relationship with bud, it's definitely a lot more than just Physical attraction at this point, and I think I intend to be his. That was my short, all be it very jumble update, Writing isnt my strong side so forgive the weird jumping around from place to place lol.