ZooeyZeta
Tourist
Hello, some of you who have been active on this forum this past September to October may have been wondering where I've been gone. A part of my absence has been due to other interests taking up my time partially, but mainly I've just gotten so tired and sick of hearing bad things about our perfectly legitimate sexuality, from society and governments cracking down in recent times etc. so I've had to take a break from this website and others. It's just very bad vibes and I know it's a natural part of being a zoo but..... I've never been part of a group that's been this oppressed even in modern times, and I know I am but young, I guess this was my fate. I sincerely don't understand how so many people in this world don't have the brain cell count required to understand this as being healthy and normal, provided of course no one is getting hurt/their will interfered with. Yet, so many other minorities are receiving recognition and protection from hate crimes by "the powers that be" - racial minorities, LGBT, you name it - but we're mostly left out in the cold for no good reason, with many groups encouraging hate and so many things that are far worse than having a healthy loving relationship with an animal, including death threats, doxxing, and suicide, and that's probably the worst part about it that tears me up the most. And the fact that so many here seem to opine that it's hopeless for us to even try to have our rights recognized, that progressivism is not in our favor, etc...... that we would be better off just living in secrecy which I believe isn't true...... anyone remember what happened in Germany? They know how to fight. Furthermore, it feels so much as if there's something "right" about this era of humanity, or at least where we're going socially speaking, I can't help but wonder if I'm even on the "right side" at all given some of the things I see people say on here, I somewhat feel like I am in the minority when it comes to being a "progressive zoo". It feels like we're posed to be doomed no matter what, or that as society shifts left our rights are somehow regressing? I know and understand that the two party/side system, left/right, is rotten, corrupt and toxic, but what will it take to change that? People even that I know have this prejudice towards either side, somewhat understandably but more than once I've heard people from both sides saying all the people on any given side are wrong and stupid, etc. when some of those people probably have individual opinions that deviate from "their side's opinion", or they know that deep inside without admitting it. It makes me wonder if there is even an objective right or wrong at all, given viewpoints differ greatly on many issues. Sometimes I wonder, why the fuck is it just not possible to clear away all the corruption, secrecy and hatred and live together happily? Society could stand to be a lot simpler and easier I think and I feel as time goes on we're heading that way but there's still so much corruption even among the Left.
Anyway I have gotten off topic, I knew I haven't belonged here for years but this especially is making it painfully clear for me. I can't help but wonder why, if past lives exist, if other worlds exist, if I come from one where this was totally acceptable or if I was an animal in a past life, I just feel so confused about myself...... and if that's the case I really wanna go back because this world is so damn deceivingly cruel, yet I feel I have an obligation to better this world in some way, to contribute somehow, even though I am handicapped with other mental disorders that make that much harder. I've gotten into this sort of thing before and the zooey side of me is reigniting my interest in such topics, even though it never went completely away, just to find myself an explanation as to why I feel this way I guess. I could get into a whole big ramble about this too but this post is long enough honestly and it'll get into content far outside the scope of this forum, so oh well. Anyway I am back, though I probably won't be nearly as active.
Anyway I have gotten off topic, I knew I haven't belonged here for years but this especially is making it painfully clear for me. I can't help but wonder why, if past lives exist, if other worlds exist, if I come from one where this was totally acceptable or if I was an animal in a past life, I just feel so confused about myself...... and if that's the case I really wanna go back because this world is so damn deceivingly cruel, yet I feel I have an obligation to better this world in some way, to contribute somehow, even though I am handicapped with other mental disorders that make that much harder. I've gotten into this sort of thing before and the zooey side of me is reigniting my interest in such topics, even though it never went completely away, just to find myself an explanation as to why I feel this way I guess. I could get into a whole big ramble about this too but this post is long enough honestly and it'll get into content far outside the scope of this forum, so oh well. Anyway I am back, though I probably won't be nearly as active.