ummmm1234
Tourist
Hello everyone,
I wanted to take a moment to reintroduce myself. I was active here briefly a few years ago, but after a long hiatus, I’m back. Although I’ve introduced myself before, I feel it’s important to do so again, as a lot has changed since I was last here—most notable and for the sake of all creatures… I fucking got sober (8/3/2023)!!!
Before embracing sobriety, my life was a dumpster fire (aye- you see what I did there?). But through the journey of recovery, I’m beginning to rediscover who I am and becoming the person I believe I was always meant to be. This includes exploring the deep, loving relationships that can be shared between humans and animals.
I have some but only a limited experience with actual zoosexuality. My ex and I shared a male golden retriever (she kept him after the split ?) which, through the course of experimentation, found ourselves curious and involving him more and more until finally we just let it all go and dove into the deep end head first. The craziest shit happened after though… What started as innocent experimentation grew into something more profound, where this friend became an integral part of our relationship. It was an intense and transformative experience that blurred the lines between companionship and a deeper, more primal connection.
Ever since that relationship, I have truly been afraid of searching out like minded people to be ok with in hopes that the desires were a phase that would pass. However, as stated previously, I got into recovery and started examining my values and sure enough… to thine own self be true. No more keeping this bottled up and conforming; no more thinking I’m unique and on an island; and especially, no more trying to fight.
What am I hoping to find here?
Like many of you, I’m looking for friendships with people who share similar interests, where I can feel free from judgment. The sense of isolation and feeling like an outsider because those around me don’t understand can be incredibly lonely. I’m hoping to find peace with who I am and what I enjoy, and I believe connecting with others here will help me on that journey. I believe the odds of finding someone with similar interests to date on here is like 1 in a mil, but…
On the off chance that it’s meant to be
Southern Cali/35/M/195lbs/5’10”/bench 225 lol
Hope you enjoyed
I wanted to take a moment to reintroduce myself. I was active here briefly a few years ago, but after a long hiatus, I’m back. Although I’ve introduced myself before, I feel it’s important to do so again, as a lot has changed since I was last here—most notable and for the sake of all creatures… I fucking got sober (8/3/2023)!!!
Before embracing sobriety, my life was a dumpster fire (aye- you see what I did there?). But through the journey of recovery, I’m beginning to rediscover who I am and becoming the person I believe I was always meant to be. This includes exploring the deep, loving relationships that can be shared between humans and animals.
I have some but only a limited experience with actual zoosexuality. My ex and I shared a male golden retriever (she kept him after the split ?) which, through the course of experimentation, found ourselves curious and involving him more and more until finally we just let it all go and dove into the deep end head first. The craziest shit happened after though… What started as innocent experimentation grew into something more profound, where this friend became an integral part of our relationship. It was an intense and transformative experience that blurred the lines between companionship and a deeper, more primal connection.
Ever since that relationship, I have truly been afraid of searching out like minded people to be ok with in hopes that the desires were a phase that would pass. However, as stated previously, I got into recovery and started examining my values and sure enough… to thine own self be true. No more keeping this bottled up and conforming; no more thinking I’m unique and on an island; and especially, no more trying to fight.
What am I hoping to find here?
Like many of you, I’m looking for friendships with people who share similar interests, where I can feel free from judgment. The sense of isolation and feeling like an outsider because those around me don’t understand can be incredibly lonely. I’m hoping to find peace with who I am and what I enjoy, and I believe connecting with others here will help me on that journey. I believe the odds of finding someone with similar interests to date on here is like 1 in a mil, but…
On the off chance that it’s meant to be
Southern Cali/35/M/195lbs/5’10”/bench 225 lol
Hope you enjoyed
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