BlueCoyote
Tourist
I’m sorry it may seem dumb. I used to have a big plushie who was my “mate” before I started the relationship I’m in now.
I couldn’t own dogs or pretty much any animals (My parents are cat people so canines were a hard no).
At night I’d pretend he’s real and have him “mount” me. It was the closest thing I could get to an actual zoo experience and it always felt wonderful.
But like the idiot I am, I no longer have him because I was afraid of being seen as immature for having a stuffed animal or my new partner catching on to my attraction for dogs.
I just wish I could snuggle with anything canine at this rate. It’s lonely.
Sorry for ranting, I’ve been holding it in for a long time.
I couldn’t own dogs or pretty much any animals (My parents are cat people so canines were a hard no).
At night I’d pretend he’s real and have him “mount” me. It was the closest thing I could get to an actual zoo experience and it always felt wonderful.
But like the idiot I am, I no longer have him because I was afraid of being seen as immature for having a stuffed animal or my new partner catching on to my attraction for dogs.
I just wish I could snuggle with anything canine at this rate. It’s lonely.
Sorry for ranting, I’ve been holding it in for a long time.