Vanarchime
Tourist
Hello,
I wrote this because i'don't know if I have the strength to get over it alone.
It happens more than one month earlier.
My girlfriend and I had a dog, and it was the most beautiful moment of my life, we were happy, the three of us. But one morning, as I walked him outside, he was doing his habitual happy running around. He leaves my sight for less than 10 second... immediately after he leaves my field of view I heard him cry, but it was already too late.
When running he as slipped and the fall made him twist his neck, it was not a high fall no... just slipped and then over.
I'm still in shock because we were minding our own bigness and life decided that the free trial was over, just like that.
He was less than a year old, we were about to having his first birthday...
Today I'm still devastated by this loss, and I can't get over it, my girlfriend wants to take another dog, but I'm not ready, and I don't know if I will ever be.
What if this kind of accident happen again ? Is it right to want to have a dog tied on a leash 24/7 just for his safety... no it is not, but I am in so much fear of this kind of incident happen again. My girlfriend keep asking me if I'm ready, but I'm not, so many peoples support us but i still can't.
The story behind this dog was really special, and it makes the grieving even harder to go through :
In the year 2021, my girlfriend and I visited a canine exposition, just because we didn't have much to do at the moment. Then it was at this moment we see her, the mother of our late beloved dog, she is an Iakoutskaya laïka, and immediately we had a crush on this breed, at the time it was nowhere to be known in our country.
The owner told us that we were the first one to take a real interest in this breed in this country, we have followed her for all her journey around the world until she finally has her first puppies.
It was like a dream we saw him it was like an instant revelation it as to be him, but live is not that easy. Someone already wanted him for reproduction in Australia, my girlfriend was shocked by this announce, after that we were slowly accepting the fact that we were not going to be the happy owner of this puppy the owner contacted us to inform us that due to a special condition he was not suitable for reproduction. We were overjoyed, we will finally be united with our dream dog.
We named it Dakan, it means destiny in a foreign language.
After that we lived the most happy year of our live, until the grim day at which Dakan depart of our lives.
It is kind of ironic when you know that the day of is departure was a holiday in our country called ''Fête dieu'' or god's day in English.
Angels never stay too long on earth...
I'don't know if I have the strength to get over this loss, or if it is right for me to get over it.
I loved him like I never loved anyone, he was the son that I can't have and my dearest friend.
I hope that no one else has to go through this and that those who have unfortunately had to go through it can help me do it too.
Thanks for reading
I wrote this because i'don't know if I have the strength to get over it alone.
It happens more than one month earlier.
My girlfriend and I had a dog, and it was the most beautiful moment of my life, we were happy, the three of us. But one morning, as I walked him outside, he was doing his habitual happy running around. He leaves my sight for less than 10 second... immediately after he leaves my field of view I heard him cry, but it was already too late.
When running he as slipped and the fall made him twist his neck, it was not a high fall no... just slipped and then over.
I'm still in shock because we were minding our own bigness and life decided that the free trial was over, just like that.
He was less than a year old, we were about to having his first birthday...
Today I'm still devastated by this loss, and I can't get over it, my girlfriend wants to take another dog, but I'm not ready, and I don't know if I will ever be.
What if this kind of accident happen again ? Is it right to want to have a dog tied on a leash 24/7 just for his safety... no it is not, but I am in so much fear of this kind of incident happen again. My girlfriend keep asking me if I'm ready, but I'm not, so many peoples support us but i still can't.
The story behind this dog was really special, and it makes the grieving even harder to go through :
In the year 2021, my girlfriend and I visited a canine exposition, just because we didn't have much to do at the moment. Then it was at this moment we see her, the mother of our late beloved dog, she is an Iakoutskaya laïka, and immediately we had a crush on this breed, at the time it was nowhere to be known in our country.
The owner told us that we were the first one to take a real interest in this breed in this country, we have followed her for all her journey around the world until she finally has her first puppies.
It was like a dream we saw him it was like an instant revelation it as to be him, but live is not that easy. Someone already wanted him for reproduction in Australia, my girlfriend was shocked by this announce, after that we were slowly accepting the fact that we were not going to be the happy owner of this puppy the owner contacted us to inform us that due to a special condition he was not suitable for reproduction. We were overjoyed, we will finally be united with our dream dog.
We named it Dakan, it means destiny in a foreign language.
After that we lived the most happy year of our live, until the grim day at which Dakan depart of our lives.
It is kind of ironic when you know that the day of is departure was a holiday in our country called ''Fête dieu'' or god's day in English.
Angels never stay too long on earth...
I'don't know if I have the strength to get over this loss, or if it is right for me to get over it.
I loved him like I never loved anyone, he was the son that I can't have and my dearest friend.
I hope that no one else has to go through this and that those who have unfortunately had to go through it can help me do it too.
Thanks for reading
