Appoligies in advance for my poor english. I think this will make sense.
For the sake of anonymity, I am going to call myself Kangan (which means bangle).
My background: I consider myself Old (late 50s) lady who is not very active in sex. I mean I enjoy it but I do not get enough of it these days. I have only had two partners in my life and never slept with any other men. Sleeping with other men or cuck culture is something I have only read online and fantasized about. This is same as my fantasy about zoo. I never thought I would be fantasizing about being a zoo or even get into this. I was always very introvert and considered sex as a taboo.
How I got into zoo: About 15-18 years ago, I went to stay in our village where my mother has kept animals (goats, cows, buffaloes) for milk and meat. I was just living there with my mother and enjoying our time when one day my mother asked me to go clean their place and collect their goat and cow pellets and give them grass to eat. I went and did exactly that.. It was very awkward for me as I had never done that before and I was afraid too that they can hurt me. But it went well.. I did this job regularly for about a week and then found something that was very weird for me. I found out that one of male goats was sucking his own penis? I said how the hell is that even a thing. I got to my mother and told her this and she said they are on "heat" which means they are in breeding mood. I said oh ok but that is weird. She laughed and it went away.. But I still keep thinking about it for months and weeks.
When I went again to our village to stay with my mom I was curious than ever about how such a tiny long thing can even enter a female goat and would not it flex or bend away when doing so? So, being a curious lady, I went again and tried holding the penis. It was strange, slippery and rough.. And the goat did not like that at all. I though I might be hurting him so I did not do it again. But I was very curious to feel it again and wanted to see them have sex with it. (Spoiler: I never saw it till to this date).
Well, I did not think about much and just forgot about it, untill, one day I saw a his penis sticking out and he was very calm. So I went and tried to hold and inspect it to see how it all worked. I did that for 5-10 minutes and shockingly, I was kind of liking it all. Being grown in a conservative and very strict house hold, I did not like the enjoyment I was getting out of it. So I stopped and did nothing.
I did not visit my mother for a few months because I got busy in home (I had my fourth child) and time went by. At that time, I had no idea about beastiality and zoo. I tried to forget everything that has happened but I could not. It felt like a truama to me like I never imagined I would go through this. But secretly I was liking the sexual aspect of it and even rubbed my pussy more than a few times thinking about it.
Well, the time went by and I had another encounter with a male goat at our village. Long story short, it was a much calm goat that was always horny. I tried to sneak near him when no one was around and played with his cock. It was getting regular and I even started to suck him. We got a good bond and started to understand each other. I named him Gugu and we had lots of fun. Then one day when i was playing with his penis, he started to hump and within a few seconds emptied his balls on my hands and clothes. It was hot sticky but I did not like the mess it made. It was good feeling but the mess was not.
I tried to taste it and it was very salty and kind of bitter. After all the mess, I was afraid that someone could watch me with this I will have nothing to explain. So I quickly wet myself with water to make it disappear. But oh boy, the smell was not going anywhere. I smelled like goat urine. But now that I think of it, I loved every bit of it.
This was how I got into Zoo. And there are more encounters that I can share on this forum but I think it is already getting way too long. Maybe some other day?
For the sake of anonymity, I am going to call myself Kangan (which means bangle).
My background: I consider myself Old (late 50s) lady who is not very active in sex. I mean I enjoy it but I do not get enough of it these days. I have only had two partners in my life and never slept with any other men. Sleeping with other men or cuck culture is something I have only read online and fantasized about. This is same as my fantasy about zoo. I never thought I would be fantasizing about being a zoo or even get into this. I was always very introvert and considered sex as a taboo.
How I got into zoo: About 15-18 years ago, I went to stay in our village where my mother has kept animals (goats, cows, buffaloes) for milk and meat. I was just living there with my mother and enjoying our time when one day my mother asked me to go clean their place and collect their goat and cow pellets and give them grass to eat. I went and did exactly that.. It was very awkward for me as I had never done that before and I was afraid too that they can hurt me. But it went well.. I did this job regularly for about a week and then found something that was very weird for me. I found out that one of male goats was sucking his own penis? I said how the hell is that even a thing. I got to my mother and told her this and she said they are on "heat" which means they are in breeding mood. I said oh ok but that is weird. She laughed and it went away.. But I still keep thinking about it for months and weeks.
When I went again to our village to stay with my mom I was curious than ever about how such a tiny long thing can even enter a female goat and would not it flex or bend away when doing so? So, being a curious lady, I went again and tried holding the penis. It was strange, slippery and rough.. And the goat did not like that at all. I though I might be hurting him so I did not do it again. But I was very curious to feel it again and wanted to see them have sex with it. (Spoiler: I never saw it till to this date).
Well, I did not think about much and just forgot about it, untill, one day I saw a his penis sticking out and he was very calm. So I went and tried to hold and inspect it to see how it all worked. I did that for 5-10 minutes and shockingly, I was kind of liking it all. Being grown in a conservative and very strict house hold, I did not like the enjoyment I was getting out of it. So I stopped and did nothing.
I did not visit my mother for a few months because I got busy in home (I had my fourth child) and time went by. At that time, I had no idea about beastiality and zoo. I tried to forget everything that has happened but I could not. It felt like a truama to me like I never imagined I would go through this. But secretly I was liking the sexual aspect of it and even rubbed my pussy more than a few times thinking about it.
Well, the time went by and I had another encounter with a male goat at our village. Long story short, it was a much calm goat that was always horny. I tried to sneak near him when no one was around and played with his cock. It was getting regular and I even started to suck him. We got a good bond and started to understand each other. I named him Gugu and we had lots of fun. Then one day when i was playing with his penis, he started to hump and within a few seconds emptied his balls on my hands and clothes. It was hot sticky but I did not like the mess it made. It was good feeling but the mess was not.
I tried to taste it and it was very salty and kind of bitter. After all the mess, I was afraid that someone could watch me with this I will have nothing to explain. So I quickly wet myself with water to make it disappear. But oh boy, the smell was not going anywhere. I smelled like goat urine. But now that I think of it, I loved every bit of it.
This was how I got into Zoo. And there are more encounters that I can share on this forum but I think it is already getting way too long. Maybe some other day?
