For me it wasn't always clear. I think I've always tried to hide this strong emotion and feeling towards it and for some weeks and months it's been working but somehow zoo always comes back. And yet again I try to push the feeling and everytime I try to push it away it's just gets stronger and stronger.
I started to watch some small clips here and there without masturbation. Afterwards it got to watching longer clips with masturbation. AND after that I would make sure to free up plans so I could just sit there for hours and hours on end. The wierd part is that I would get more exicted for zoo content than normal porn..
And now iam at the stage where I can say to myself that I enjoy it and there's nothing wrong with having a big fetish as long as none gets hurts.
I started to watch some small clips here and there without masturbation. Afterwards it got to watching longer clips with masturbation. AND after that I would make sure to free up plans so I could just sit there for hours and hours on end. The wierd part is that I would get more exicted for zoo content than normal porn..
And now iam at the stage where I can say to myself that I enjoy it and there's nothing wrong with having a big fetish as long as none gets hurts.