z_ottidoggy_z
Tourist
I'm unsure if this is the right place in the forums to put this. I was looking for a bit for where we can put general discussions about our sexuality but couldn't find anywhere for this specific post. I hope this is okay.
The more I'm open to myself about being zoo, the more I'm realising the moments in my life that should've been screamingly obvious to me. I think the only reason I didn't know was because I wouldn't allow myself to think it even possible.
I tried really hard to be into human men (or the boys in class at that point in my life). I'd lied to people about having crushes and tried to "fake it 'til you make it" with these lies but human romance made no sense to me.
My first sexual fantasy dreams were not with humans but were of me being in a dog body (like I should have been born into this world as) and were with other canines.
I believe I remember even telling my mother that I wanted to marry my best friend ("the family dog").
Animals - especially dogs - have always given me this feeling that is what I assume is what humans feel when they say they feel "a sense of humanity".
A warmth, a sense of belonging, a home, ... love.
Most humans feel so cold and distant in comparison.
The more I'm open to myself about being zoo, the more I'm realising the moments in my life that should've been screamingly obvious to me. I think the only reason I didn't know was because I wouldn't allow myself to think it even possible.
I tried really hard to be into human men (or the boys in class at that point in my life). I'd lied to people about having crushes and tried to "fake it 'til you make it" with these lies but human romance made no sense to me.
My first sexual fantasy dreams were not with humans but were of me being in a dog body (like I should have been born into this world as) and were with other canines.
I believe I remember even telling my mother that I wanted to marry my best friend ("the family dog").
Animals - especially dogs - have always given me this feeling that is what I assume is what humans feel when they say they feel "a sense of humanity".
A warmth, a sense of belonging, a home, ... love.
Most humans feel so cold and distant in comparison.