Edger_23
Tourist
Not recently, but through the years, i found out that i am capable of doublethink when it comes to my sexuality, in private, i accept the fact that my mate loved and that everytime we made love she enjoyed herself too, that being sexually atracted to animals is not a sickness of the mind and that sex is natural between species. But then, when i get on twitter or anything of the like, and i see a post in wich someone is defending zoophilia and beastiality or furries, i get this visceram sensation of disgust, and all i think is "how can they say such a thing" but then when i think about it i cannot understand why would i have thought of that.
My mind is in total contradiction with it self, as if i was indoctrinated 1984 style.
I think it might be a defense mechanism to be able to stay hidden in a society that hates me, but still the feeling is so raw that i can't help but be amazed and utterly confused by it.
Anyways, do similar things happen to you? What do you think about it?
My mind is in total contradiction with it self, as if i was indoctrinated 1984 style.
I think it might be a defense mechanism to be able to stay hidden in a society that hates me, but still the feeling is so raw that i can't help but be amazed and utterly confused by it.
Anyways, do similar things happen to you? What do you think about it?