Was in the early 80s, pre internet, I had heard all the jokes and stuff, but just passed it off as childish quiping. The thought of fucking my first sheep was spontaneous, but it did take a bit of planning to actually get to the point where I was in one, and from then, it was all I wanted to do. For many years I thought I was the only person in the world who fucked animals, it wasnt until I got the internet that I reslised there might be mire people like me. Finding beast forum was the turning point on accepting zoo, I realised I am actually quite normal, and in my opinion, what I do is ok, because I dont harm them, or take them against their will, they are treated more like my family members than livestock.