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Llandefie
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A lot of queer people have common experiences growing up. Being accused of being gay, having unusual feelings or particularly different tastes in toys or music or shows, and I just wonder, what common experiences do we have with our sexuality throughout life, before coming out to ourselves or others? What behaviour was noticeably different from most others that we can share? Did anyone ever call you out for it?
For me, it's hard to think of much because I don't know what experiences are significant, but I was generally an outcast, and near the end of high school I started identifying as a furry, which many others took to mean I wanted to fuck real animals, too. Or they knew I wanted to fuck real animals and thought I was a furry. Odd how blurry that line is to some people.
One distinct memory I have though was when I was really young, watching a show called Xiaolin Showdown, and there was this one episode where the dragon in it grew huge and went around eating all the other characters. Now this might just be a vore thing, but I do feel it was more than that, and while watching it I got such a weird, intense feeling, and slowly turned around to see my mum sitting on the sofa behind me. I must've been freaked out by her seeing what I was seeing as if I was watching porn or something, so I practically demanded that she left. I genuinely still feel sorry for speaking to her like that to this day
There was also one time when I was being driven to a friend's house, and on the way caught a glimpse of a stallion with a huge boner in one of the fields. I wasn't even pre-pubescent then, but that sight sure as hell excited me, and I was desperately trying to see him again every time we drove by there.
Also, the last one I can remember is in art class, when a classmate drew a picture of a zebra for printing on a hoodie, and she included the silhouette of a sheath on him. This offended my prudish mind to no end, and I even used the blog we were making in IT class to rant about it, questioning whether she realised she'd just drawn the zebra's dick in such fury
For me, it's hard to think of much because I don't know what experiences are significant, but I was generally an outcast, and near the end of high school I started identifying as a furry, which many others took to mean I wanted to fuck real animals, too. Or they knew I wanted to fuck real animals and thought I was a furry. Odd how blurry that line is to some people.
One distinct memory I have though was when I was really young, watching a show called Xiaolin Showdown, and there was this one episode where the dragon in it grew huge and went around eating all the other characters. Now this might just be a vore thing, but I do feel it was more than that, and while watching it I got such a weird, intense feeling, and slowly turned around to see my mum sitting on the sofa behind me. I must've been freaked out by her seeing what I was seeing as if I was watching porn or something, so I practically demanded that she left. I genuinely still feel sorry for speaking to her like that to this day
There was also one time when I was being driven to a friend's house, and on the way caught a glimpse of a stallion with a huge boner in one of the fields. I wasn't even pre-pubescent then, but that sight sure as hell excited me, and I was desperately trying to see him again every time we drove by there.
Also, the last one I can remember is in art class, when a classmate drew a picture of a zebra for printing on a hoodie, and she included the silhouette of a sheath on him. This offended my prudish mind to no end, and I even used the blog we were making in IT class to rant about it, questioning whether she realised she'd just drawn the zebra's dick in such fury