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SFIL27
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Wow...i never thought id end up posting my story. I feel kind of free finally...like ive accepted the truth and started to embrace it fully instead of pushing it to the back of my head.
i always beat myself up for my feelings thinking im "sick" for what i felt for my dog. I realised now that its not just a kink but something i see myself building.
When i was much younger...i had a very strange encounter with my doggie. In our yard at the time, we had an unfinished out building. I would often go there when i wanted some space from my family. Sometimes i would rub one out when i felt stressed and wanted to decompress.
My dog would follow me out. I never thought much about it since we were always together anyway. At that point i never thought about touching him either.
One day when i went to my usual spot my dog followed. I was all hyped up and wanted to finger myself while i rubbed my clit so instead of just putting my hands in my pants like i usually did, i pulled my whole pants and underwear down. As i was masterbating, my doggie moved between my legs and started to sniff my pussy. At first i froze but his breath felt good on me and also added to my arousal. He started to lick me and while i knew it was "wrong" i couldnt stop. He hopped up on me and started to hump. I picked him up and positioned him up against clit. I started to rub his dick against me. It felt so intense. Like nothing i had ever experienced before.
I really loved him a lot so it was one of the few times i was actually very free and vulnerable. Ive never felt that way with any of my boyfriends. So i felt strange that my doggie could give me all these feelings.
After everything i had a lot of shame and confusion. I didnt know about the zoo life at that stage. I did my best to avoid being near him after that. Feeling like i crossed a line as he couldnt consent.
Over the next few months when i would go to masterbate i didnt take my pants off again but my dog would still walk up to me himself and sniff me.
It aroused me so much over that period that i couldnt stand it anymore and gave in to my urges. I let him lick and hump me as he pleased. I still didnt know at that point if it was wrong or right i just knew that i wasnt hurting him and i was opening myself up to him more than i had with any human.
Over the course of these years he has sadly passed away. I never got another dog again.
I started watching zoo videos. I never actually had full on sex with my dog so i guess you could say im a zoo virgin. I find myself strangely attracted to Labs especially.
After all these years im finally starting to accept it. I still dont have my own home as yet so cant get my own dog to start my life with and im way too scared to just simply try out the life with others. As you know...its illegal in most countries as well as heavily frowned upon. I would be labelled sick and all sorts of horrible things.
I studied in the legal field and so being found out could ruin my career as well. All of that keeps me from exploring more and interacting with others.
However i soon came across this site and found a lot more people in my country then i thought was possible.
It made me feel like i wanted to speak my truth as well as get more educated for the days when i can finally start living my zoo life.
And well ...yup thats my story.
i always beat myself up for my feelings thinking im "sick" for what i felt for my dog. I realised now that its not just a kink but something i see myself building.
When i was much younger...i had a very strange encounter with my doggie. In our yard at the time, we had an unfinished out building. I would often go there when i wanted some space from my family. Sometimes i would rub one out when i felt stressed and wanted to decompress.
My dog would follow me out. I never thought much about it since we were always together anyway. At that point i never thought about touching him either.
One day when i went to my usual spot my dog followed. I was all hyped up and wanted to finger myself while i rubbed my clit so instead of just putting my hands in my pants like i usually did, i pulled my whole pants and underwear down. As i was masterbating, my doggie moved between my legs and started to sniff my pussy. At first i froze but his breath felt good on me and also added to my arousal. He started to lick me and while i knew it was "wrong" i couldnt stop. He hopped up on me and started to hump. I picked him up and positioned him up against clit. I started to rub his dick against me. It felt so intense. Like nothing i had ever experienced before.
I really loved him a lot so it was one of the few times i was actually very free and vulnerable. Ive never felt that way with any of my boyfriends. So i felt strange that my doggie could give me all these feelings.
After everything i had a lot of shame and confusion. I didnt know about the zoo life at that stage. I did my best to avoid being near him after that. Feeling like i crossed a line as he couldnt consent.
Over the next few months when i would go to masterbate i didnt take my pants off again but my dog would still walk up to me himself and sniff me.
It aroused me so much over that period that i couldnt stand it anymore and gave in to my urges. I let him lick and hump me as he pleased. I still didnt know at that point if it was wrong or right i just knew that i wasnt hurting him and i was opening myself up to him more than i had with any human.
Over the course of these years he has sadly passed away. I never got another dog again.
I started watching zoo videos. I never actually had full on sex with my dog so i guess you could say im a zoo virgin. I find myself strangely attracted to Labs especially.
After all these years im finally starting to accept it. I still dont have my own home as yet so cant get my own dog to start my life with and im way too scared to just simply try out the life with others. As you know...its illegal in most countries as well as heavily frowned upon. I would be labelled sick and all sorts of horrible things.
I studied in the legal field and so being found out could ruin my career as well. All of that keeps me from exploring more and interacting with others.
However i soon came across this site and found a lot more people in my country then i thought was possible.
It made me feel like i wanted to speak my truth as well as get more educated for the days when i can finally start living my zoo life.
And well ...yup thats my story.
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