GreyFog
Tourist
I'm a religious, furry, zoophile dude and it's incredibly frustrating and conflicting. I want to do right by my religion and I want live by my virtues without being lustful. So far I've been successful in that since I've never once touched an animal, and don't plan to unless some stroke of fate changes my mind. I'm a very sexually charged person though, and I've looked at a fair bit of nsfw art and videos. Doing so makes me feel guilty, but it's the only outlet I have for it. I'm lucky enough to be into women too, but since I feel i can't be honest about my sexuality in most relationships I've held off on developing them as I feel it would be dishonest to withhold a part of myself from someone I care about.
The worst part though is not being able to share my experiences anyone whose also lived like this. You don't exactly see a lot of religious furries and zoophiles, and vice a versa. I have a friend I suspect may be a bit like me, but we're both reserved people who would rather talk about anything with each other but our sexuality.
I guess I'm just using this post to vent and get it out there. To anyone else whose has similar experiences or is living a similar way, my heart goes out to you and I hope you find people who can love and understand you.
The worst part though is not being able to share my experiences anyone whose also lived like this. You don't exactly see a lot of religious furries and zoophiles, and vice a versa. I have a friend I suspect may be a bit like me, but we're both reserved people who would rather talk about anything with each other but our sexuality.
I guess I'm just using this post to vent and get it out there. To anyone else whose has similar experiences or is living a similar way, my heart goes out to you and I hope you find people who can love and understand you.