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Not so much a result of today's climate, although I suspect it is having a greater impact than I give it credit for.
No, it's a result of emotions, and thoughts, and anxieties related to keeping this all in - Zoophilia.
I like to think of my self as rather collected, observant, tempered, and for the most part compassionate. Especially to those here . I like to offer advise and compassion where it is needed. I certainly hope that's the perception of those I interact with.
I've accepted the zoophile side in me a long time ago. I've come to terms with the secret life that results, come to terms with the conflict it causes in subjects such as religion, politics, and even other right's movements. (let's face it, we aren't going to be crowned prom queen anytime soon)
But what's bothered me, rather strongly lately, is the impact of keeping this all in has had on me. I'm prideful, I admit. I want to come off as strong, confident, and hopefully perceived as a positive member of this wonderful growing community.
But just keeping it to myself is taking it's toll. Emotionally and mentally. But not spiritually - and that's what's driving me to wit's end.
I can't explain it, other than a "calling". I've never been the type to "lead" or "lecture", never even considered being a voice of anything. But I think that is because I've never been passionate about anything (except mountain biking, but that's another story).
I have an itch I can't scratch. I'm nervous, anxious as fuck.
I can't escape the nag that there is something for me here, in the zoo community to do, something greater than myself. But I don't think it just stops there.
I'll admit, I'm not certain what I expect from starting such a thread - but it seems like the right start...
No, it's a result of emotions, and thoughts, and anxieties related to keeping this all in - Zoophilia.
I like to think of my self as rather collected, observant, tempered, and for the most part compassionate. Especially to those here . I like to offer advise and compassion where it is needed. I certainly hope that's the perception of those I interact with.
I've accepted the zoophile side in me a long time ago. I've come to terms with the secret life that results, come to terms with the conflict it causes in subjects such as religion, politics, and even other right's movements. (let's face it, we aren't going to be crowned prom queen anytime soon)
But what's bothered me, rather strongly lately, is the impact of keeping this all in has had on me. I'm prideful, I admit. I want to come off as strong, confident, and hopefully perceived as a positive member of this wonderful growing community.
But just keeping it to myself is taking it's toll. Emotionally and mentally. But not spiritually - and that's what's driving me to wit's end.
I can't explain it, other than a "calling". I've never been the type to "lead" or "lecture", never even considered being a voice of anything. But I think that is because I've never been passionate about anything (except mountain biking, but that's another story).
I have an itch I can't scratch. I'm nervous, anxious as fuck.
I can't escape the nag that there is something for me here, in the zoo community to do, something greater than myself. But I don't think it just stops there.
I'll admit, I'm not certain what I expect from starting such a thread - but it seems like the right start...
homosexuals did it and while they are normal by law. The result feels kind of forced. Just look at modern movies and diversity quotes. I would rather stay hidden and feel like a person, than exposed and feeling like a special snowflake that nobody is allowed to even look at wrongly.