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happyasfuck30

happyasfuck30

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Hello all. I’m f from Midwest and I’m currently in a very hyper sexual fixated mood which brings me back here of course. I’ve been into beast for a long time but find that I can be shameful about it and take long breaks. It’s been about a year since I’ve been knotty. I’ve been active with 5 dogs in my past. I currently have a giant breed male who is not fixed. I was training him for about 6 months but it’s been a long time since I have had the desire to be used by him. I find that I get compartmentalize this side of me. I’m quite horny now and I’m thinking of giving it a shot with him. I just hate the guilt and weirdness that follows. It’s so good though.
 
I’ll admit I do have the occasional “post nut clarity” in regards to all this, but in the end my life isn’t all about obsessing over bestiality, so I say it’s fine to want to go back to a “normal” routine, or whatever you want to call it. Of course, I’m not sure what should be done once your dog is fully trained and you are outside of your sexuality fixated state. Might be best to make some local friends to help relieve him?
 
Gamerguy said:
I’ll admit I do have the occasional “post nut clarity” in regards to all this, but in the end my life isn’t all about obsessing over bestiality, so I say it’s fine to want to go back to a “normal” routine, or whatever you want to call it. Of course, I’m not sure what should be done once your dog is fully trained and you are outside of your sexuality fixated state. Might be best to make some local friends to help relieve him?
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He loves to lick me but didn’t naturally take to mounting and it was super hard to get him to inside initially. So we gave up training. He’s more mature now and has initiated it with me at random times. I think I’m going to get naked for him and see what he does. I’m headed home now
 
happyasfuck30 said:
He loves to lick me but didn’t naturally take to mounting and it was super hard to get him to inside initially. So we gave up training. He’s more mature now and has initiated it with me at random times. I think I’m going to get naked for him and see what he does. I’m headed home now
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Good luck. Hope things go well.
 
happyasfuck30 said:
He loves to lick me but didn’t naturally take to mounting and it was super hard to get him to inside initially. So we gave up training. He’s more mature now and has initiated it with me at random times. I think I’m going to get naked for him and see what he does. I’m headed home now
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Please do let us know how that went!
 
Amandatoosweet said:
Thank you i agree 100% i really am he was very supportive hell he found this site looking for info to educate us on the zoophile/bestiality lifestyle this site has been really beneficial to us. Im now looking for a dog that i feel is the right one for me to be my lover my friend our everything
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Good luck. Have you happened to have looked at the “Bestiality Personal Ads & Meetups” section of the main page? You might be able to find folk who can guide you to a dog of your choosing. Likewise… of all things, Craigslist?
 
happyasfuck30 said:
Hello all. I’m f from Midwest and I’m currently in a very hyper sexual fixated mood which brings me back here of course. I’ve been into beast for a long time but find that I can be shameful about it and take long breaks. It’s been about a year since I’ve been knotty. I’ve been active with 5 dogs in my past. I currently have a giant breed male who is not fixed. I was training him for about 6 months but it’s been a long time since I have had the desire to be used by him. I find that I get compartmentalize this side of me. I’m quite horny now and I’m thinking of giving it a shot with him. I just hate the guilt and weirdness that follows. It’s so good though.
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Never feel bad or weird about your sexual needs and desires! Embrace them!
 
I had some brief experiences when I was younger. Typical horny teen stuff. There was some guilt there, and I've kind of come and gone with it. But it has always stuck with me as a turn on. Haven't really pursued anything involving even looking at zoo porn until recently. Sort of accepting that this is just another thing I like, and would love to share that with somebody special but holy hell how do you even bring it up? Makes me nervous just thinking about.
 
happyasfuck30 said:
Hello all. I’m f from Midwest and I’m currently in a very hyper sexual fixated mood which brings me back here of course. I’ve been into beast for a long time but find that I can be shameful about it and take long breaks. It’s been about a year since I’ve been knotty. I’ve been active with 5 dogs in my past. I currently have a giant breed male who is not fixed. I was training him for about 6 months but it’s been a long time since I have had the desire to be used by him. I find that I get compartmentalize this side of me. I’m quite horny now and I’m thinking of giving it a shot with him. I just hate the guilt and weirdness that follows. It’s so good though.
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Why you feel a guilty? If you love this enjoy
 
I used to feel guilt afterwards every time I had sex. I would swear to myself that I wouldnt do it again, but then I would get super horny, and do it again. I was young back then, and I think that guilt came from the fact that I was forcing myself on these poor girls, and while the actual sex felt fantastic, the guilt of the rape afterwards overshaddowed my feelings, and rightly so. These days, I make love to my partners, if they dont want to, I dont get to, there is no guilt anymore, of course, I have come to terms with the fact that I am happier with animals than humans, and I understand animals better than I have ever understood humans. To me my animals are companions, I love all their different personalities, and quirks, and the sex is only a very small part of the dynamic, that is enjoyed by both of us.
 
I have only had minor experiences with canines myself, but my ex-wife and I actually set up an encounter once with an owner. It was pretty hot... I don't feel any shame about it, or the videos that I watch... I suppose I used to when I was younger, but I've met some individuals who left me thinking "Okay, compared to ___, my fetish isn't so bad," ?
Nah, I am not ashamed at wanting to have sex with animals. There are far more disturbing kinks in the world.
 
happyasfuck30 said:
Hello all. I’m f from Midwest and I’m currently in a very hyper sexual fixated mood which brings me back here of course. I’ve been into beast for a long time but find that I can be shameful about it and take long breaks. It’s been about a year since I’ve been knotty. I’ve been active with 5 dogs in my past. I currently have a giant breed male who is not fixed. I was training him for about 6 months but it’s been a long time since I have had the desire to be used by him. I find that I get compartmentalize this side of me. I’m quite horny now and I’m thinking of giving it a shot with him. I just hate the guilt and weirdness that follows. It’s so good though.
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I honestly did exactly this for a very long time when I first was a zoo. I get fixated a lot so my mind will go on and on over the thought till I would satiate it. Honestly for me I just eventually hit a switch one day and decided zoo was something I wanted to be part of my love life. The feelings of shame can be undeniable, but if the act came from a place of love and both parties wanted and enjoyed it it's probably worth it. Kinda partly why I ended up here was looking for a space where I could talk about this stuff and see if I really felt this way.
 
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PhinGuy said:
I honestly did exactly this for a very long time when I first was a zoo. I get fixated a lot so my mind will go on and on over the thought till I would satiate it. Honestly for me I just eventually hit a switch one day and decided zoo was something I wanted to be part of my love life. The feelings of shame can be undeniable, but if the act came from a place of love and both parties wanted and enjoyed it it's probably worth it. Kinda partly why I ended up here was looking for a space where I could talk about this stuff and see if I really felt this way.
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I feel like this is where I am right now exactly.
 
All my life I felt guilty. Basically because of my Christian beliefs. However I've decided over the last 5 years to put that all behind me and totally accept what I am and go for it. I haven't felt Any guilt for years. It's so liberating. I'm also 41 so I've had a lot of guilt for a long time
 
This is strange one. I had feelings of doubt when l did the odd meet with my boy in so much as l was uncomfortable in the situation. However when l was in a relationship and my partner was was active with my boy l was a lot more comfortable as it felt more inclusive. Weird and hard to describe but lm just wondering if you were encouraged by a partner for example, would you feel different?
 
hot_knot said:
This is strange one. I had feelings of doubt when l did the odd meet with my boy in so much as l was uncomfortable in the situation. However when l was in a relationship and my partner was was active with my boy l was a lot more comfortable as it felt more inclusive. Weird and hard to describe but lm just wondering if you were encouraged by a partner for example, would you feel different?
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I think for me, yes. This would change everything.
 
happyasfuck30 said:
Hello all. I’m f from Midwest and I’m currently in a very hyper sexual fixated mood which brings me back here of course. I’ve been into beast for a long time but find that I can be shameful about it and take long breaks. It’s been about a year since I’ve been knotty. I’ve been active with 5 dogs in my past. I currently have a giant breed male who is not fixed. I was training him for about 6 months but it’s been a long time since I have had the desire to be used by him. I find that I get compartmentalize this side of me. I’m quite horny now and I’m thinking of giving it a shot with him. I just hate the guilt and weirdness that follows. It’s so good though.
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It’s a struggle for me . I will be on here almost everyday and then feel guilty and try to stay away but always come back.
It’s who I am
 
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