Am I really into this or….?

[ummmm1234]

A long time ago prior to my move to LA, I had an ex with whom we experimented (her with her dog) and it was…. Well ya know. Since then we’ve split but I’m still very active in the consumption of pornographic content of zoo. I have never wanted to engage personally with an animal but always desire a girl that would. This leads me to thinking that maybe I am just being a perve about this and it’s more about how the girl reacts and my objectifying her. I go through spouts of pornography use for a minute and then that “just be a normal guy” thought pops in my head and I try to forget about this desire. However, every relationship I’ve been in since I’ve always had this secret thought that maybe she’d be willing to and how romantic it would be. Has anyone ever struggled with this seemingly getting pulled in two separate directions feeling. Would love to hear thoughts on this…

 

[WI_GS_Owner]

A long time ago prior to my move to LA, I had an ex with whom we experimented (her with her dog) and it was…. Well ya know. Since then we’ve split but I’m still very active in the consumption of pornographic content of zoo. I have never wanted to engage personally with an animal but always desire a girl that would. This leads me to thinking that maybe I am just being a perve about this and it’s more about how the girl reacts and my objectifying her. I go through spouts of pornography use for a minute and then that “just be a normal guy” thought pops in my head and I try to forget about this desire. However, every relationship I’ve been in since I’ve always had this secret thought that maybe she’d be willing to and how romantic it would be. Has anyone ever struggled with this seemingly getting pulled in two separate directions feeling. Would love to hear thoughts on this…

Like you I am not into having sex with an animal, other than human, but I love participating with my dog in having sex with a woman. I have had this "desire" for 50 years and each time I try to push it out of my head it keeps coming back. I was fortunate at one brief moment in time to have found partner that was into all forms of bestiality.