Animal mating videos on youtube became my very first porn experience because of how easily accessible they are. I was aroused by them because I didn't know any better. I still watch animals mating and wonder if I'm a pervert because of it. I am not attracted to animals themselves in any way, I find only their organs sexy and the parts in their sexual acts that are the most human. To me, a horse's penis is like a human one but on steroids in terms of sexiness because it's larger and thicker than a human one. I find dogs mating sexy because of how fast male dogs can thrust. I also enjoy bestiality videos of male dogs X human girls. Never had any desire to have any sexual contact with any animal. I only think of it when I want to jerk off and just use bestiality like any other porn.