Man life is such a trip. So I’m adopted from Central America and grew up with a very comfortable lifestyle here in NA. It was Such a drastic change from the utter poverty of my first few years of life being from a. “Third world” country and all. Fast forward a few years and I was about 11 or so and my mom’s mom had a little dog she would have us watch sometimes. As it turns out the rapidity with which It ate and licked its mouth invigorated me, or should I say, I was fascinated. Well one time I took it upon myself to have the dog lick my genitals and lo and behold I enjoyed it. Then a year or so later, I tried getting mounted by our family dog. The savagery of it was fascinating although I was never penetrated. Only dry humping and oral.
Come to find out , I forgot where I heard it but some psychologist on tv once said that bestiality is rather common amongst adopted children, with no works or reasons cited, but that factoid always stuck with me. I’ve pondered it some because it certainly intrigues me. Fast forward even further and on the show the sopranos, Dr. Melfi, a psychologist, says, “like all paraphilias, we believe it (Sado-masochism) is rooted in childhood” and a light came on.
My theory is that a lot of orphanages sexually abuse the children using various animals. That, combined with the downright awkwardness and out-of-place feelings so prevalent in an interracial adoption situation explains so much and why so many adoptees get bestial/ abnormal feelings. It also explains why when I was very young I had a dream once of a dog face fucking me against my will (something I’d never consciously done or fantasized about).
Since those early teen years I’ve never acted on those feelings again but I’ve been single for many many many years now and my thoughts wander from time to time.
What does this community think about that? About the personal origins of zoo thoughts but more Specifically as related to adopted children?
I’m also fascinated by bestiality as a topic from a eugenics stand point. Think about it. Look back on some of the statues and reliefs from ancient civilizations and you’ll almost always come across depictions of humans mixed with animals, it can’t be helped wherever you look.
There’s even conspiracy theories that aliens mixed apes with aliens or something like that and we are the result. Perhaps bestiality is a heartening back to those primal ancient occurrences and isn’t no abnormal or wrong after all…
Come to find out , I forgot where I heard it but some psychologist on tv once said that bestiality is rather common amongst adopted children, with no works or reasons cited, but that factoid always stuck with me. I’ve pondered it some because it certainly intrigues me. Fast forward even further and on the show the sopranos, Dr. Melfi, a psychologist, says, “like all paraphilias, we believe it (Sado-masochism) is rooted in childhood” and a light came on.
My theory is that a lot of orphanages sexually abuse the children using various animals. That, combined with the downright awkwardness and out-of-place feelings so prevalent in an interracial adoption situation explains so much and why so many adoptees get bestial/ abnormal feelings. It also explains why when I was very young I had a dream once of a dog face fucking me against my will (something I’d never consciously done or fantasized about).
Since those early teen years I’ve never acted on those feelings again but I’ve been single for many many many years now and my thoughts wander from time to time.
What does this community think about that? About the personal origins of zoo thoughts but more Specifically as related to adopted children?
I’m also fascinated by bestiality as a topic from a eugenics stand point. Think about it. Look back on some of the statues and reliefs from ancient civilizations and you’ll almost always come across depictions of humans mixed with animals, it can’t be helped wherever you look.
There’s even conspiracy theories that aliens mixed apes with aliens or something like that and we are the result. Perhaps bestiality is a heartening back to those primal ancient occurrences and isn’t no abnormal or wrong after all…