anxiety

So, as title says, is there anyone else who just experiments a lot of anxiety, stomachaches or just a general feeling of uneasiness minutes/hours ago before they know they'll be having sex with an animal? For me, since I do a whole lot of preparation before (prob like 3-5 hours before the act...

My interest in animals is distressing me a lot. I've been letting the family dog lick my cock and asshole and she likes it, especially if I use peanut butter. Anyway, I only let her lick me when my family isn't home, which is semi-occasional. I get really excited when I hear I'm going to be home...